In my desperation // I let you break my heart // crush it to a million pieces // recollect, reshape them to your desire // again and again // hoping that someday // you will find a shape you like // and claim it as your own
I thought that I had // my blade sharp enough // to severe our bond // but in the end // I realized that it was me // whose heart not strong enough to do it
I force myself to test your patience // defy your sincere kindness // and cruelly violate your heart // because it’s hard for me to ignore you // and I long to be treasured // even when I’m undeserving
I guess I’ve always known // That you were waiting for me // To give my heart to you // I know you would truly cherish it // Only I realize now I can’t // Not when it’s no longer free // And no longer even mine // For me to give away
We are but two young souls // In search of ourselves // Our hearts painted white // Our minds tinted green // Blind to the truth // Lying to each other // Still…between us // We never ceased to believe
When not many words flow between us // How I long to be like you // Because you always hear and understand // The honest way our eyes speak // Though brief, yet clear as always // In a language known only to ourselves